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Asgardian Magic
Asgardian Magic
What if Loki was able to warn his past self, so he did not lose control during his regency and was able to act as he normally would? What if he had been able to remain calm and in control of himself, and the situation? "How?" Loki demanded. "Betrayal," his future self stated simply, rage clear in every syllable. "But you must control your reaction and come to see me, or you will repeat my mistakes and we will miss an opportunity to take control and alter things in our favor." It would have changed everything.
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A Long Way Down
A Long Way Down
Nesta Archeron has always struggled with mental health; her self-hatred, and her anger. She thought that after everything with Cassian and the Queen, she had recovered. She was rebuilding her relationships and had friends now. But after she makes a decision her family can't understand, she falls deeper down than her family or she could have ever imagined. But, the further you fall, the better the view is once you reach the top. SPOILER ALERT: Takes place after HOFAS specifically the "Ember and Randall" bonus chapter so DO NOT READ if you have not read HOFAS or care about spoilers. This is an AU post HOFAS essentially TRIGGER WARNING: there will be graphic depictions of self-harm and suicidal thoughts and blood and injuries. Please be careful when you read this.
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come find me when i sleep and tie anchors 'round my feet
come find me when i sleep and tie anchors 'round my feet
The alternate ending to "little dark age" (previously titled let us sit upon the ground and tell sad stories about the death of kings), where Percy did actually die. You don't have to read that one but it will make more sense if you do. This oneshot replaces chapter three, so read the first two chapters and then read this, to make more sense. Poseidon retrieves his son, and Camp Half-Blood holds his funeral with everyone in attendance.
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the sun will be there, around your wrist
the sun will be there, around your wrist
Oikawa shows up in Brazil right when Hinata is feeling most alone.Neither of them can avoid the subtle looks, the small touches, the idea that this could turn into something unexpected. For Hinata, it's a new possibility. Something unfamiliar, but not unwelcome.For Oikawa, it's something he wasn't able to plan for. Something his mind won't allow him to simply enjoy, no matter that he desperately wants to. A one week fling becomes a catalyst for the years to come. A journey of learning how to fight for themselves and for each other.
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so long as the sun rises
so long as the sun rises
How ironic, don’t you think? The Aeon of Elation, ripping their favorite child away from the very being—the sole person in the countless planets Sampo’s ever had the chance to traverse—that brings him elation, the very thing they preach? - Two years after the crisis, Sampo finds that he's still in no hurry to leave Jarilo-VI. Aha thinks he's long overstayed his welcome.
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I Thought the Universe Doesn’t Scream?
I Thought the Universe Doesn’t Scream?
Buck, her brother, the kid she raised, is gone. The kid who helped her through her lowest and brought her up, and cheered her on even through her highest. The kid she never thought she could lose. The kid she can’t believe is gone. How could she? It’s her brother, and she wasn’t even there through his lowest. Or: Post lawsuit, Buck gets into a car accident and dies. Eddie feels a certain way, Maddie doesn’t know how to take it, Athena and Bobby comfort each other, Chris lost another parent.
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Sunless Dusting Libraries
Sunless Dusting Libraries
Henry should leave, he should wait until everyone is asleep and then silently leave, without a trace. As if he never existed in Alex's life, as if he never touched Alex's body, as if he never wanted only exist in his heart and mind. Because that is what Alex deserves. Alex deserves someone who can love him out and proud, someone who is not shamed for his existence, someone as bright as him, not the pale starlight gleam Henry is. But lying there on the pile of mattresses they piled together and called a bed- Henry can not even find it in himself to breathe, let alone get up and go. Betrayed by his own existence, once again. OR What-If taken by a depressive episode, Henry can not leave the lake house
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