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Hiding Things Is All Too Easy - Until It Isn't
Hiding Things Is All Too Easy - Until It Isn't
Tony hasn't been the same since Bucky arrived at Stark Tower. That much is obvious. But Steve is overjoyed to have his best friend back and is somewhat oblivious to how Tony is withdrawing away from him. Because surely Tony is just overworked as usual. He must be quiet and jumpy because he is sleep deprived. And of course he has a few cuts and bruises on the visible parts of his skin - he fights and works for the Avengers as a living. It's part of the job description. Until it isn't. Will Steve discover the physical and mental trauma that Tony is going through before it is too late?
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Wrapped Up In You
Wrapped Up In You
The whole group was miserable. Absolutely miserable. And it made Jisung sick. Things had finally begun to look up again before Felix’s heat… so why did it have to all come crashing down on them once more? Hadn’t they endured enough already? *** In which Stray Kids struggle to find their footing as a group amidst the chaos that comes with bringing together flawed and hurt people who are all just trying to do their best as they navigate self-hatred, sexuality crises, falling in love, heartbreak, ruts, heats and presentations, their dynamics as a group and what being a pack truly means...
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A Long Way Down
A Long Way Down
Nesta Archeron has always struggled with mental health; her self-hatred, and her anger. She thought that after everything with Cassian and the Queen, she had recovered. She was rebuilding her relationships and had friends now. But after she makes a decision her family can't understand, she falls deeper down than her family or she could have ever imagined. But, the further you fall, the better the view is once you reach the top. SPOILER ALERT: Takes place after HOFAS specifically the "Ember and Randall" bonus chapter so DO NOT READ if you have not read HOFAS or care about spoilers. This is an AU post HOFAS essentially TRIGGER WARNING: there will be graphic depictions of self-harm and suicidal thoughts and blood and injuries. Please be careful when you read this.
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I Know What You Are
I Know What You Are
Sanji was panicking. He was stuck on an island he didn't know, surrounded by people he didn't understand, forced to wear something he didn't enjoy... ...and apparently realising he didn't know as much about himself as he assumed. Only problem was the fact that of all people who could have lead him to that discovery, it somehow ended up being an ex-warlord, Sir Crocodile. -------An alternative version of how things could have gone at Kamabakka, with Sanji struggling with internalized transphobia and Crocodile wondering why he had even let himself get involved in this mess.
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Touch Me, Break Me, Heal Me
Touch Me, Break Me, Heal Me
Angel felt himself float, infatuated with the hope that Husk felt something, anything for him, and would continue to grant him this comfort. Angel just wanted it to last. And it did. Husk let him drape his arm around his shoulder and pull him into a flirty side hug. And outside on the streets or relaxing in the front lobby, Angel found that Husk’s wings began to fall over him impulsively, keeping him close and keeping the cruelness of hell away from the both of them. It was more often than most Husk and Angel would be the last to go to sleep, mostly because Angel got back so late–yet Husk was always waiting for him when he got home. On those nights where Angel was too tired to walk up the stairs just yet, Husk would sit him down at the couches and hand him a cold glass of whiskey. They’d talk until Angel’s voice was low and tired, and real. Or; Angel and Husk's love language is touch. They seriously can't keep their hands to themselves and this begins to cross some boundaries, begging the question: what were they? Could two shitty addicts perhaps be good for each other? Or or; Pure huskerdust fluff!!!!
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