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Memories were a plague that had to be fought with the best drugs available. Day in, day out. Never a sober moment if at all possible. Keep up with the self destruction to smother the flames eating away at the brain. It’s easy. Pop a pill. Grind it up, snort the powder. Or, in Matt’s case, melt it down and inject it straight into a vein. Smoke the pain away. Whatever the poison, Aaron and Matt have access to it. They can get it and sell it over - for a price. They even deliver, if asked. ... or the sort-of gang au that no one asked for
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Memories were a plague that had to be fought with the best drugs available. Day in, day out. Never a sober moment if at all possible. Keep up with the self destruction to smother the flames eating away at the brain. It’s easy. Pop a pill. Grind it up, snort the powder. Or, in Matt’s case, melt it d
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