bulimia

Steve Rogers is a struggling artist. It's not as romantic as it sounds. What Steve really wants is a job as a session musician. He can play enough instruments that he could make a decent amount of money doing it, but in New York there are just too many talented musicians and not enough jobs to go around. So he takes jobs in hipster bars, hotel lobbies, at weddings and bar mitzvahs and office parties. If he gets one more request for Let it Go, he swears he'll find it within himself to punch a child. He lives in a tiny, shitty apartment with Sam, who was his sort-of-boyfriend for a few weeks until he decided Steve's very domestic relationship goals weren't for him. They're still pretty much best friends, luckily for Steve, because when the regular pianist at Sam's dance company runs away to Canada he's recommended his roommate and got him the job before Steve even knows about it. Dancers. Steve's going to have to spend his days with dancers. Great.

Reader inserts from tumblr (haloshornswrites). Some were prompts, some were written on the fly. Rating for bad language and some smutty ones. See chapter titles for pairing. Feel free to send prompts.

Jimin was sad knowing that he'd be leaving his best friend but it was for his own safety. He assumed nobody would hurt him after he left the hospital, he thought he was finally free when he left the orphanage, he was wrong. Jimin assumed just because he was doing what he loved and someone finally wanted him it was automatically a dream come true, it wasn't. Doing what he thought he loved began to ruin him and that someone turned all Jimin's little dreams into nightmares and all he could wish for was for someone to save him. Someone he never thought he'd see again, someone who wanted nothing to do with him. Jungkook never thought he'd ever care about anything other than his parents words in regards to what he'd do with his future, he met Park Jimin and all of that changed. They became inseparable and he fell in love... But then Jimin suddenly disappeared leaving him sad and angry. When Jungkook finally sees Jimin again he realizes Jimin is still the same hurting boy he once knew. The same boy that needed saving and loving, the same boy who still needed to be saved and loved. But was Jungkook willing to save him or love him... again? Or was his self pride and future more important than the boy he once loved?

"He wants to look away, wish he'd just gone to bed, but he can't, and he didn't, and Yoongi thinks bitterly, how ironic it is that Jungkook's the one with his fingers down his throat, but Yoongi's the one who's choking." The one where Jungkook's definition of healthy wavers and the hyungs don't know what to do OR the times the hyungs noticed and didn't do anything, and the one time they did OR a kind of cute, sad, angsty short fic about a struggling Kookie and his loving hyungs Trigger Warning- Heavily focuses on Anorexia, Bulimia, Eating Disorders

Peter leaves Beacon Hills, and takes Stiles with him. It doesn’t matter how many times Stiles manages to escape Peter, because the werewolf always finds him and won’t ever let go.

If there's anything Peter knew, it was guilt. No matter how much he tried, he still failed. So, he tried to be better, to be lighter, to be faster. He never thought it would catch up to him. But now that May had to leave for a postgraduate degree, he was left to live with Tony Stark.Things wouldn't change. He was still Spider-Man, and he would do his best to live up to it, no matter what. What could go wrong? ___________________ The one where Peter finds himself fighting his demons in the Avengers Compound, trying his best to succeed - whatever that meant. Inspired and lowkey based on Missing You by All Time Low

Shoto will not say the word coping, for he does not cope, for he has nothing to cope with. It’s just a mechanism. It brings about the same result, in the end. ((AKA: When Shoto loses mastery of his left side and begins having nightmares, he goes to drastic measures to regain control. He finds some comfort in Izuku, who seems to be going through something of his own.))

Taehyung opened his eyes and gazed up at Jimin’s frightened look. He was so angelic looking with the practice room lights glaring behind him, creating the most beautiful silhouette.“What’s wrong, Taehyung?” Jimin asked again.All Taehyung could get out was “it hurts” before rolling into Jimin’s crouched frame.He clutched onto his friend’s hand, causing unbearable pain from the strength of his massive grip. Jimin crouched over Taehyung in a protective state and rubbed his back as he squeezed him in an awkward hug. “Get a manager!” Namjoon called out as he pointed in Jungkook’s direction, urging him to find someone abruptly. Taehyung suddenly falls chronically ill amid a busy schedule with the upcoming World Tour. To cope with the excruciating pain, he soon finds ways to ease his suffering through drastic means. The rest of the members join his endless fight to help him overcome the odds and battle his toxic thoughts plaguing his anguished mind. However, will he make a full recovery, or will a terrible event send him running for habitual behaviors as a way to survive being traumatized?

In which Stiles develops a serious eating disorder and the last person he would expect comes to his aid. Post Season1, I guess. TRIGGER WARNING: BULIMIA/SELF-HARM "It all began simply enough… they were forced to watch a video in health class about eating disorders. Everyone seemed appalled by the tactics used by the young gymnast girls to lose weight, but not Stiles. Stiles thought to himself, ‘that doesn’t seem too difficult, it actually works? Not a bad idea, really.’ The monster started off as just a tiny thing, Stiles would only purge if he had eaten something ‘bad’, like on pizza nights with Scott. He would make sure he drank lots of water and soda, then he would sneak off to the bathroom while Scott was engrossed in whatever game they were playing or movie they were watching. There, he would jam two fingers down his throat. He would empty the contents of his stomach and feel so relieved afterward that he hadn’t actually consumed the copious amounts of calories… that he wouldn’t have to suffer through that pain of regret that follows eating anything fattening. Stiles lost 6lbs within the first two weeks."

The members make Yoongi think he’s not enough.

“The problem was, in Bakugou’s eyes, a double edged sword. It gave him control over something in his life, gave him the ability to have a say in what happened to him. It let him strive ever closer to the elusive ‘perfection’ that he had been aiming for since he was a child. It fuelled the perpetual anger that kept people at a safe arms length from him. He’d picked up the sword a long, long time ago. His hands were covered in blood by now, and it hurt to carry, but he’d long since forgotten what life was like without it. Bakugou had a problem. That problem was an eating disorder.” - or: Bakugou suffers from an eating disorder, childhood trauma, and at the hands of everyone who sees him as a villain. -

A slip of a finger sends Louis on a slippery slope into the world of self hatred. As time goes on, small comments and jokes get taken a little too personally. Louis soon grows an obsession with losing weight, and Harry grows an obsession with Louis. Or the one where Louis takes everything too seriously, Harry falls in love (even though he may not want to), Liam and Zayn are trying to help everyone, and Niall is a bit overprotective. I suck at summaries, but please give it a try.

He left the call and collapsed into his bed, screaming into a pillow. Why hadn't he said something? Why were they coming? Had he been that bad a friend? His breathing was speeding up, uneven as his mind screamed at him. The world seemed distant, like he was drowning. He was drowning in a sense. Metaphorically, he was drowning in his own mind. His darkest fears. Dream never wanted to get this bad. He knew he was slipping, he had been for a while. But he had always had this unspoken level that he never meant to cross. He had just crossed it. Sapnap wasn’t in love with his friends. That would mean he was gay. That was impossible. Right? George had been trying to deny his feelings for his best friends for the past few years. Had it worked? Certainly not. But at least they all lived together now, and as George and Sapnap realise just how unhealthy Dream is, the three of them figure something else out along the way.

Omegas are known for being rather docile people. They always have been for many years with the very few cases of there being any villainous omegas. So when Chisaki discovers that the leader of the League of Villains is an omega, he becomes...infatuated. He's set a path to do what he believes is necessary to get the perfect omega he's always wanted. But first, he as a villain to break before he can shape his omega. And Tomura Shigaraki is willing to fight back.

Reid-centricSlow Build/Burn Profilers aren't telepathic, and are apt to miss things right in front of their faces just as much as anyone else. Unfortunately. This started out as a short ficlet about how Spencer's life would be with an eating disorder, but quickly spiraled into an 'au' wherein he really just gets fucked over by life. There are multiple storylines going on throughout, also involving other bau peeps! Very much a whump and hurt/comfort fic. Please read the tags! There are a lot, but many of them are trigger warnings.

“Chūya, dear, you punched him in the face.”“Yeah but—”“And choked him—”“It wasn’t that bad.”“Dr. Mori diagnosed them with a minor concussion on the spot.”Face red hot with embarrassing shame, “They started it.” -- Or, two idiots meet in a waiting room.OR, an unlikely frenemy-ship. CWs in the tags with a fun little disclaimer in the author's notes!

minho has an eating disorder. "that's a bmi of 17.6", the woman announced, the worried look on her face couldn't conceal her obvious pride about minhos weight loss. "I mean, wow". minho only shakily exhaled. his stomach twisted, he was lightheaded again, but really, when wasn't he? "yeah". tws in tags lee know centriclowercase intended

In a world where only 20% of the world has quirks, the world government has marked them all with a bracelet and a police-enforced curfew. After a fight with his mother, Katsuki is running in the night with nowhere to go when he runs into Shinsou out on patrol, literally.

Midoriya Izuku is born with a quirk, and it is a terrible, burning thing that will not let him rest. It has stolen his ignorance, his innocence, and his safety. It has driven him to restless obsession. But he is still Midoriya Izuku, and he will be a hero, whether his quirk cooperates or not. AKA: Izuku gets a quirk that's actually awesome except for the part where it keeps messing with his head, but he's not about to let that keep him down. Even if it means resorting to vigilantism.

His lungs are constricted and he’s gasping between his screams, his chest so unbearably hot he thinks he’s going to die. He is. He’s going to die. (or peter parker whump/comfort. set between aou and iw but iw never happens.)

Comeback diets are really hard on Yoongi. Possibly even harder once his roommate begins to suspect there's more going on with Yoongi than meets the eye. Otherwise known as the vampire au where Yoongi has been a vampire for a few years now and none of the other members know. He'd very much like to keep it this way, but life is difficult.