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Don’t leave me...please
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Don’t leave me...please

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polyamory nightmares fluff Angst Self-harm anorexia alcohol bulimia
He left the call and collapsed into his bed, screaming into a pillow. Why hadn't he said something? Why were they coming? Had he been that bad a friend? His breathing was speeding up, uneven as his mind screamed at him. The world seemed distant, like he was drowning. He was drowning in a sense. Metaphorically, he was drowning in his own mind. His darkest fears. Dream never wanted to get this bad. He knew he was slipping, he had been for a while. But he had always had this unspoken level that he never meant to cross. He had just crossed it. Sapnap wasn’t in love with his friends. That would mean he was gay. That was impossible. Right? George had been trying to deny his feelings for his best friends for the past few years. Had it worked? Certainly not. But at least they all lived together now, and as George and Sapnap realise just how unhealthy Dream is, the three of them figure something else out along the way.
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Dream had never meant for it to get this bad. He was currently lying in bed, gasping and shaking, feeling blood trickle down his sides from the opened cuts. This wasn’t even a bad night by his standards. He laughed bitterly at that thought. How fucked up was he? That lying in a pool of sweat and
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