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Back to the Beginning

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NCIS other(s) family surreal Angst mystery Restart what-if confusion depression friendship rebuilding flashbacks memories do-over fix-it reboot !!!revising!!!
What if his whole life with Gibbs had been nothing but a dream? After he finally had enough of the team and NCIS, Tony wakes up in a hospital bed and finds out he's been in a coma for a while and everything was just a dream. But then he bumps into one grumpy old NCIS Marine. Is this a second chance, or will he run away this time?
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Tony was honestly not sure why he was doing this. Sure, the man didn't deserve to live, after all the innocent blood he'd spilled without any visible sign of remorse. And yet, there he was, hating himself again because he couldn't stop being the bigger and most foolish man he knew. If he didn't have
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