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mixing memory and desire

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elwing Eärendil eluréd elurin Loss remembrance depression Angst
"I try to remember them, sometimes, but it's useless."
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It was raining, hard, and she searched for their faces in each drop that splattered against the window. She'd been looking for their faces in the facets of a lighted jewel, but then Eärendil had come into the room, and Elwing's Silmaril was stowed away under bed sheets, lest he saw it and wanted it
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