Thirsty

It doesn't matter how this all started, it's how it developed to this point today. Maybe he realized from the very beginning that something was wrong, and when Steve first pinched his throat and almost suffocated him, he should have known that this man was not as moral and upright as the outside world was, and when he first grabbed his hair and forced him to suck his cock, he should have kicked the man away and ended their relationship. But he didn't do it, he didn't, and in fact he didn't not only did it, he didn't even resist too much. He struggled, but he did not refuse, he did not refuse everything Steve gave him, he even regarded resistance as a means of obtaining pleasure - pain excited him, shame made him sexual desire, and obedience satisfied him. It was simply distorted, pathological, making Tony feel like he was terrible and depraved than ever before, but at the same time, deep inside him