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A Stain that Won't Dissolve
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A Stain that Won't Dissolve

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Angst injury grief miscommunication dyslexia pining acceptance healing top!sebastian bottom!alex sickfic aftercare debrief ptsd flashbacks
Alex hates Sebastian – which is great because Sebastian more than returns the favour – and what starts out as revenge fantasy turns into unironic lust, which evolves into unrequited love. Alex gets a job, Sebastian marries the farmer, and both of them lose almost everything before finding each other again. A story of two mutual bullies who learn how to messily grow up.
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In high school, Alex used to imagine forcing Sebastian to give him blowjobs. Revenge blowjobs. Sebastian was such a fucking asshole back then, even though everyone pointed their fingers at Alex as being the bully. But Sebastian could make anyone feel stupid, and the prime target for all of his snide
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