Train
discard-icon
vip-icon
A Stain that Won't Dissolve
H
Haydenedits123

A Stain that Won't Dissolve

words:165716 Chapter:49
Angst injury grief miscommunication dyslexia pining acceptance healing top!sebastian bottom!alex sickfic aftercare debrief ptsd flashbacks
Alex hates Sebastian – which is great because Sebastian more than returns the favour – and what starts out as revenge fantasy turns into unironic lust, which evolves into unrequited love. Alex gets a job, Sebastian marries the farmer, and both of them lose almost everything before finding each other again. A story of two mutual bullies who learn how to messily grow up.
2024/12/10 18:44 Update
105.7K
0
514
In high school, Alex used to imagine forcing Sebastian to give him blowjobs. Revenge blowjobs. Sebastian was such a fucking asshole back then, even though everyone pointed their fingers at Alex as being the bully. But Sebastian could make anyone feel stupid, and the prime target for all of his snide
0 comment
No one has written anything yet. Leave a comment now.

Explore Related

Summer Rain
Summer Rain
A field of grass, a greedy gnome, and carrots. Throw in some heavy rain on a hot Summer day, and Ron and Hermione would't have it any other way. COMPLETE!
1.6K words
6.0K
Pray For The Rain
Pray For The Rain
Todd's parents see in colour. They do their feeble best to explain to Todd the unknown concepts of red and purple and green. Todd can recite off by heart which colours match where, that bananas and lemons and daffodils are yellow while the sky and the sea and the scuffed shoes that he slips on to his feet are blue. Despite this they all remain in the same stubborn range of washed out greys, dull and boring and empty.
1.5K words
4.6K
Where You Hang Your Heart
Where You Hang Your Heart
Part 1 - Sherlock (The Walking Man)Part 2 - John (The Waiting Game) When it was all over, when the east wind had blown through and they’d picked themselves off the pavement, Sherlock said enough. When it was all over, when Mary was dead and Rosie didn’t have enough family left for John to risk even an adrenaline high, John watched Sherlock go. Eighteen years later, the real journey begins.
13.5K words
10.2K
Balcony
Balcony
Post-Despair, Naegi watches the city from a balcony with Kirigiri. Written by request for an anon on tumblr. Naegiri Fluff.
1.2K words
3.9K
Snow-White Killer
Snow-White Killer
Arthur is a detective working on a case of kidnapping and murder of brunet boys with blue eyes. And the biggest mystery of all is Merlin Emrys, one of the victims.How will the life of the blond change when he finds Merlin alive and with clear proofs of his imprisonment in the form of children? And what if the Killer won't let his favourite victim go that easily?
15.5K words
15.1K
Baby Steps
Baby Steps
Moving to Saint Petersburg was one of the biggest steps he ever made so far in his life. Of course, he’s been living and training in Detroit for a while before going back to Japan but Russia was entirely different and that was probably because of Viktor too. It wasn’t everyday that you were moving in with your idol – now fiancé – and 5 time Grand Prix gold medallist and international star. The development of Yuuri and Viktor's relationship once they move to Russia. Their road towards understanding and getting to know each other better. (Yuuri is an anxious little cinnamon roll ♥)
53.1K words
9.3K
One New Fact
One New Fact
"When I really just wanted the honor of destroying you." Valerie couldn't help a grin as Phantom screeched, but it fell as a ring appeared around his waist. ________ One new piece of information scrambles all the other facts she'd thought she'd known.
1.2K words
8.7K
The Beginner's Guide To Dirty Talk
The Beginner's Guide To Dirty Talk
Taehyung wants to learn how to talk dirty. Yoongi, self-proclaimed dirty talk genius, is happy to teach. available in vietnamese
2.4K words
13.1K
Nutbuster (2016)
Nutbuster (2016)
Following the poor public reception of the Ghostbusters and subsequent failures, the actress behind the zaniest, most distinctive character in the film attempts to save face by signing on to do another film with a different kind of busting.
3.9K words
4.9K
The Hale Trap
The Hale Trap
Stiles doesn't know what to think about the attention he's getting from Peter...or Derek. or The one where Peter and Derek Hale bodyswap and fight for Stiles' attention.
4.5K words
7.1K
Take me to Heaven
Take me to Heaven
It's an angels' job. BoxersxReaderxSocks (Male!Panty x Reader x Male!Stocking)
1.2K words
17.7K
Always By His Side
Always By His Side
Brook has a short yet meaningful talk with the spirit of a young girl residing within Wado Ichimonji, and comes to understand their green-haired swordsman just a little bit more.
619 words
11.0K
A Siren's curse
A Siren's curse
Hannibal is a Siren who has been cursed, Will is a fisherman who has a family. His gift of pure empathy has been a curse almost his entire life.
5.4K words
4.9K
Awkwardness between Alec and Raphael
Awkwardness between Alec and Raphael
Magnus is late.Alec and Raphael are left in each others company.
4.7K words
10.8K
The Best Laid Plans
The Best Laid Plans
Dean and Cas had no idea how they'd ended up chained to a wall in the basement of...wherever the hell they were. They had no memory of being captured or transported or stripped of their weapons. It was also unclear why Cas was the only one who was mostly naked.They only knew that their plan to steal the Ark of the Covenant had gone very, very badly......and that Crowley was an enormous douche.PS: I think it's fair to say that if you use warded sex toys to edge an angel, that's just cheating.***PLEASE NOTE THE ARCHIVE WARNINGS AND THE TAGS***
31.8K words
9.6K
Marriage of Convenience
Marriage of Convenience
The council wants Naruto Uzumaki to be turned back into a civilian, but they also want the nineteen year old Kakashi Hatake to have children. Unfortunately, the nephew of the White Fang refuses to do anything, and the Sandaime protects Naruto's right to be a kunoichi. So Danzo decides to try and take care of both problems. Rating may change
6.0K words
14.7K
Cheat Code: Support Strategist
Cheat Code: Support Strategist
After All Might gives Izuku a much needed reality check, he has to find a new dream. When he learns that the support course at UA offers an emphasis in Intelligence and Analytics, it sounds like the perfect new passion for him to throw himself into.Who knew? Maybe Hero Analysis for the Future was never meant for his future as a hero, but for his future helping heroes... This fic has a discord.
197.4K words
1.9M
Something to combat the voice
Something to combat the voice
I just wanted to write something sweet for these two. But sweet in the way of sex, so, you know. Takes place after the events in part one of the series.
2.7K words
8.3K
Let's Play a Game
Let's Play a Game
Rei's been distant from his teammates since regionals. Nagisa decides it requires the effort of their entire team to "reassure" him. Some Rin/Haru thrown in there for good measure.
5.3K words
9.9K
Toy With Me
Toy With Me
Our favourite kinky couple has returned in the fifth story of their roleplay of a stern teacher and his naughty student. After the fun and pleasure of denying Jemma’s orgasm, Fitz is keen to go the other way and make her cum until she can’t take it any more. In Toy With Me, Mr. Fitz introduces Miss Simmons to the joys of sex toys and all the pleasures they can bring. [UNFINISHED - MARKED AS COMPLETE] - I might finish this some day? but at this point, I doubt it
6.2K words
7.6K
The School Is Not My Personal Brothel
The School Is Not My Personal Brothel
Yunho and Changmin get caught kissing and are given detention. Yunho just wants to write his lines. Changmin, however, has other ideas.
2.6K words
5.2K
Sleeping Easy
Sleeping Easy
Percival gazes at Newt’s sleeping form in the moonlight filtering through the curtains, taking in his perfect, scarred skin. It’s only a few touches at first. Fingers tracing over Newt’s chest, and then brushing Newt’s hair away from his face, and touching their lips together. Newt had been clear - he cared for Percival, wanted to be with him, but not… with him. Percival understood that it didn’t mean Newt cared for him any less, even if he didn’t quite understand the rest of it. This way Newt never even has to think about it, and Percival still gets what he needs.
2.7K words
13.6K
Imaginary Spaces
Imaginary Spaces
When Jared, his toddler, and his baby bump move next door, Jensen's life will never be the same again. Secret Valentine 2012
3.0K words
3.8K
Featherlight Taction
Featherlight Taction
The sensation of touch is one that is taken for granted, but for those who are trapped in a harsh war, the act of taction is can result in the revelation of one’s own true face. Quite literally. HarryVoldemort. SLASH. NOT OOC. HBP compliant.
63.9K words
8.9K
Magic Skin
Magic Skin
**Currently on Hold... I may never get back to finish this, so you have been warned** Harry returns to Privet Drive following the events of HBP only to discover that everything he thought he knew was a lie. He is rescued by the most unlikely group when his relatives finally go too far. Now, surrounded by his new ‘family’, Harry has the chance to make things right, and to finally come out on top. My one and only take on Severitus.
54.4K words
11.1K