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I'll let you shatter me with your pain.

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haikyuu!! empath Angst homophobia Self-harm malnutrition nightmares
Most of the pain Akaashi experiences doesn't belong to him. He has experienced heartbreak, despite never being in love. He has experienced a broken arm, without ever injuring himself. He has experienced flu symptoms, while being in the peak of health. Akaashi Keiji is an empath. Bokuto Koutarou needs him the most.
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Most of the pain Akaashi experiences doesn't belong to him. He has experienced heartbreak, despite never being in love. He has experienced a broken arm, without ever injuring himself. He has experienced flu symptoms, while being in the peak of health. Akaashi Keiji is an empath. He sits writing do
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