Philophobia: GerIta
Ludwig enjoyed living far from others.He enjoyed his only company being his 8 dogs.He enjoyed living on 2 acres of land in the middle of Alberta, Canada.~Feliciano enjoyed living with his twin brother and his boyfriend.He enjoyed long walks with Noodle, his seeing eye dog.He enjoyed painting and baking.~Feliciano wanted a friend, Ludwig wanted to be alone.Feliciano felt like a burden, Ludwig questioned his worth.Feliciano had nightmares, Ludwig never slept.Feliciano believed no one could love him, Ludwig feared someone loving him.
Warnings:Self-harm, depression, psychosis, PTSD, suicidal thoughts, self hating thoughts, intense nightmares (including rape, murder, and violence), medication, alcoholism, suicide attempts mentioned
*Now Rewritten in Another Published Work*
I'll let you shatter me with your pain.