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Scars That I Live With
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Scars That I Live With

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I've always thought that Derek's reaction to Kate licking his abdomen was heartbreaking. To me it spoke to deep-seated hatred and betrayal. This fic is what happens when several of my friends allow me to talk about how evil Kate was and just how much she messed with Derek's head. It takes place from the last few minutes of S1E10: Co-Captain and continues through S1E11: Formality. Thank you to Cami, Kai & Kedreeva for being my sounding boards/cheerleaders. Without them, this fic would never have been completed.
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Derek opens his eyes at the sound of voices in the hall outside. He can’t make out what they’re saying; not yet anyway, they’re still too far away. When the voices move closer, Derek can finally make out to whom one of the voices belongs. Kate. He clenches his jaw, glaring at the steel door between
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