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Leave It On The Ice

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Their pair skate is beautiful, there are no other words to describe it. Yuuri loves it, more than any other routine he has ever skated. And then with a flash of gold as bright as the sun, he doesn't and he might never go back out onto the ice again. He knows he's hurting Victor by pulling away but he's so afraid all the time. All he sees is blood and the terrified way Victor had looked at him one last time before he had blacked out.
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Skating in pairs was different than skating alone, the trust you had to place in your partner was huge. Yuuri trusted Victor as much as Victor trusted him. They could complete the throws, the jumps, the spins. They’d medaled together several times already, at Worlds, at the Olympics. The Grand Prix
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