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Starved

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Virgil is touch-starved, but there are ways to cope. Until there aren't anymore.

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Come on baby, let’s ride.

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Rabbit tails are sensitive. Lan Wangji inadvertently learns this when he yanks at the fluffy little tuft of fur on Wei Wuxian’s backside in his attempt to stop the bunny hybrid from fleeing, only to have the struggling boy burst into tears without warning and come all over the floor.

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No Gods, No Masters, Just Me

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Bucky Barnes is free. No gods, no masters. It's going to be a god damned shit show.

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Misinterpretation

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There’s a reason he doesn’t do relationships. There’s a reason he doesn’t say the l-word. It’s to keep him safe. It’s to keep Cas safe.And he’s broken that.For a second he doubts his instincts. Cas looks so fragile, so scared. Maybe it’s better that he has Dean to lean on.He’s wrong, of course. “Cas?” he asks.The angel’s head swivels around. His eyes are wet and red, and his breathing is haggard and uneven. His face shows sheer terror that Dean has never seen on him before. Not even earlier that night.“What have I done?” Cas exhales, and lead drops into Dean’s stomach.

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Saved

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AU where Dean and Castiel are paramedics and the perfect work partners and they finally stop dancing around their feelings for each other. Only problem now is, Dean won't come out of the closet and Castiel is in a questionable relationship with some douchebag lawyer who doesn't exactly want to let him go. Dean and Cas' sexual and working relationship heats up as the rest of their lives start to break down. Their job is saving the lives of strangers, but can they save themselves and each other? Or will it all come crashing down?

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Anything but worthless

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When you start to feel like you're not worth anything and your self esteem is low, Dean is there to help you through it.

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you weren't supposed to know

Written for this prompt at Destiel Prompt of the Day: "While digging through the Bunker, Cas and Sam come across a hunter’s journal stuffed way back in a hidden area. They soon discover it’s actually Dean’s journal, and while it contains a great deal of information about monsters, demons, and angels, it also contains a lot of personal information about Dean’s emotional and psychological state of mind. By reading the journal, they discover just how deep Dean’s depression, self loathing, and abandonment issues really run. How do they help him?"

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