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Understand Me
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Understand Me

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Youngjae feels pain shoot up his back as Jaebum slams him up against the bathroom door hard, hands rumpling Youngjae’s shirt. He looks wild, with eyes darting between Youngjae’s own and his trembling lips. Youngjae thinks Jaebum has never looked more perfect than he does now with his hair tangled from being pulled on, his eyes wide and so, so dark that Youngjae nearly loses himself in them. Jaebum’s breaths are heavy and he’s so close Youngjae can feel every exhale fanning his face, tickling his cheeks. He’s getting closer and Youngjae can barely breathe, his heart racing and palms sweaty. ‘This can’t be happening’, Youngjae thinks as Jaebum leans ever closer. He’s so close that some desperate part of Youngjae almost thinks Jaebum’s going to finally- “You disgust me.”
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Jaebum woke up like he did most days to the shrill ringing of his alarm and an annoyed Jackson smacking his chest. He always set his alarm extra early just in case and, despite it being months since the room swap, Jackson would still whine about it every morning from under their shared duvet. Thro
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