relapse

Ghosts can’t find you when you’re hiding from green light, betrayal, brainwashing, blood, death- death- death in the comfortable grasp of drugs, booze, work. It doesn’t matter how fast you run, how hard you hide, PTSD will find you and knock you from your pedestal. Your best hope is that there will be someone to catch you when you land- perhaps a family you didn’t know you had.

Tommy has fucked up. Look he knows he has. He pushed people away, took his brother's meds, and caused his other brother to have a meltdown. He's done some bad things. But that's in the past and he's doing better. He's made his amends and worked on his self worth. Just because he's fucked up in the past doesn't mean he is a fuck up. He understands that. Now, over a year down the line, things... things are good. Of course, that changes with the appearance of a new foster kid. Who is this Ranboo guy anyway? - Or: the obligatory sbi foster au sequel, but with a focus on healing as a long term process.

As the dust settles following the Battle of Hogwarts, Draco's confidence, belief system, and world are shattered. In an attempt to mend his broken pieces, he turns to vials that take the pain away. But once the high's are no longer so high and the lows get so much lower, Draco has to start a journey of healing and redemption that often hurts more than it helps.

Harry Styles has it all: his egotistical friends, a hot girlfriend, and ton of money equipped with an incredible fashion sense; he's the sort of 18-year-old others dream of being. And then there was Louis Tomlinson: shy, socially awkward and under-appreciated, from a family not so economically stable; the kind of 18-year-old others would hate to be. His gawky nature makes him a bullying target of Harry's group, the moment he joins their school. But when the school organises a trip to Paris, and Harry is placed in a hotel room with Louis, what will happen when a friendship blossoms, maybe turning into something more? How will Harry hide his secret liking towards Louis from his friends, and more specifically, from his girlfriend of over two years?

Taehyung's taken under the wings of Namjoon and his groupchat filled with dysfunctional misfits—people trying to find their places in life. He thinks it'd be an easy distraction. (Here's a secret: he hadn't expected it to make old hurts feel again.) Joonie added Taehyung to BoyswithWUT Joonie:hi, taehyung! it's kim namjoon! :) Taehyung:ahhhkidnapper hyungnim, hello Hobi:LMAO SDHAHDSJH i— (Here's a secret: he hadn't expected to bloom. Taehyung bloomed.) ~ on mid-season hiatus!

He's not coming. If I wasn't such a burden to him before maybe he would have helped me now. Maybe he would come pick me up and everything would be okay. But everything's not okay because I ruined everything. I should have lied more. I shouldn't have talked to my counselor. This. Shouldn't. Be. Happening.

John Watson is what happens when a man can no longer see a reason to go on. John Watson is what happens when a man starts to let go. "It is what it is." John Watson is what happens when what "it is" becomes too much to bear. This is a story of the life, death, and resurrection of John Hamish Watson.

Lexi is tired of being an observer. She’s tired of worrying about everyone else, but doing nothing to intervene. When she realizes that Rue is still using, even after her almost-fatal overdose, she takes matters into her own hands, starting with Rue’s supply source: Fezco. Season 1 Divergence with a heavy focus on Fezco/Lexi. Some things are different, some are the same.

Season 1 (1-57): finishedYour new monster friend helped you find a place. Now you live with skeleton brothers. Not until a successful breakthrough, you now live with multiple skeleton brothers from different alternate universes until they find a way to get back home. An arduous task it is. Season 2 (58-100): finished!! After enduring years of trauma, this is a journey towards self-reflection, self-healing, and self-recovery. [edit, january 1, 2021: this fic started in 2016 which means i barely have any idea how to plot AT ALL & this is very messy & also weird pacing & characters aren’t consistent. so this is a warning if u ever want to read this fic. i tried to fix it by the second season but honestly it’s too far gone. however, i have revamped this fic to a new one called Babysitting with Extra Morbid Steps which is written better & with plot points & lotsa angst but it’s still ongoing. this fic and that one has different characterizations and motivations so anything that happened here will most probably not happen in the other one so they’re two completely different sets of fics that just used the same theme! that’s all. you have been warned.]

Les Amis struggle to deal with the death of one of their own, each in his own way.

Various Sherstrade drabbles I've written and posted to my prompts tumblr. Various situations, from fluff to crack to smut to anything I'm prompted with.

!!!TRIGGER WARNING!!! Mentions of self harm and panic attacks Dean and the reader are in an established relationship. The reader has an anxiety disorder. What will happen when Dean finds out?