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The Undisclosed Desires in Your Heart
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The Undisclosed Desires in Your Heart

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Angst fluff post-canon pre-canon
Kaede and Shuichi, or Shuichi and Kaede - not that it, the order, matters - throughout all their worlds.
2024/12/11 15:55 Update
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There's something grimly funny about voting. No, 'funny' isn't the right term, because Shuichi doesn't find the fact that he's about to condemn his friend (only a few days only a few damn days and he already dared to imagine them getting out together and the way unrestricted sunlight would hit kaed
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