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Kill Your Darlings

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harry potter - j. k. rowling james potter regulus black remus lupin sirius black peter pettigrew marlene mckinnon dorcas meadowes mary macdonald (harry potter) lucius malfoy walburga black orion black frank longbottom alice longbottom evan rosier Bartemius Crouch Jr. Bartemius Crouch Sr. lily evans potter regulus black/james potter sirius black/remus lupin marlene mckinnon/dorcas meadowes barty crouch jr./evan rosier mary macdonald/lily evans potter explicit sexual content alternate universe - college/university Jegulus eating disorders mental health struggles happy ending did you see that???? not one death okay sorry i'm done deaf remus lupin hockey modern marauders (harry potter) social anxiety Wolfstar dorlene marylily rosekiller sexual harassment
Kill Your Darlings: To remove or refrain from using something in spite of one's affection for it Years after Regulus loses his brother they're reunited, and as he struggles to figure out where he fits in Sirius's life he also struggles not to get lost in the impossible feelings he has for Sirius's best friend.
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During one of the many therapy sessions that Regulus’s parents pay an exorbitant amount of money for, hoping they’ll make him into the charismatic son they want—like some kind of psychological boob job—his therapist asks him what he would say to his inner child. Being all of seventeen, Regulus think
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