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Elbow Angst
She visits her mother’s grave the day before the Reaping and perches on the hard earth in front of it. ‘I’m going back,’ she says quietly. The air smells of dirt and mildew. [The Rogue One gang in Catching Fire - it's the 75th annual Hunger Games and the male and female tributes from each district will be reaped from their existing pool of victors.]
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The first and only thing Jyn feels for a long time is relief. It seeps into her veins, strengthened and ballooned outwards by the alcohol already thrumming through her body. Other emotions will come she’s sure; a whole goddamn symphony but for now it’s a relief – and she leans back on the couch besi
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