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Dazed

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naruto Angst sadomasochistic religion jashinism self-mutilation slapping blindfold
As if it were fate written in the stars, you encountered a violent man who would reawaken the gift granted to you, you with no recollection of the past. The gift saved your life that day, and now you must harness it in order to become a useful tool. This is the story of your becoming.
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Your body teetered back and forth in time with the frigid breeze. Aimless--that’d be the perfect way to describe your walk. Remember. Remember. Remember. It was the mantra you repeated, trying to cut through the hazy fog blanketing your mind. So dazed, you couldn’t even cry at your lack of identity.
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