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Melancholy

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Angst orphans homophobia depression
"I can't figure out what the fuck is wrong with me but I know that I'm not okay." Mark sniffs out, putting his oversized sweatshirt sleeves up to his face, letting the tears soak into the soft red fabric. "Pain and loss changes people. It's natural to feel the way you're feeling," Donghyuck responds, grabbing a tissue and handing it to the older. "No it's not. I don't even know who I am anymore."-- Or in which Mark is an orphan and pushes away everyone who tries to get close to him because in the end he thinks they'll leave. Until Donghyuck. Donghyuck comes into his life, introduces him to a group of people, and Mark thinks life isn't so bad after all. UNDERGOING HEAVY EDITING/WILL REPOST
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"If love is a mother's gentle, warm embrace-- Then anxiety is being forced into a strait jacket." He remembers that he's waking up alone again, no one to come in and wake him up for school, no one to embrace him tightly, no one to say that they love him, well, not his biological parents, exactly.
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